I just need enough to get back on my feet

Hello, 

Thank you just for your time on seeing what our situation is, everyone goes through rough and tough times. I feel like mine is one right after another. I’m a single mom of 2 loving , caring grateful kids. I just want my kids to be kids and not have to worry about adult things, which I know they notice mom is really trying. I lost my mom July 2020 unexpectedly, she was my village for me and my kids. Since then my mental health has gotten the best of me and even with that I still try and be the best mom and still make sure I’m ok. I’ve neglected myself for the past few years and it seems to definitely be catching up. I’ve been on the right track so far, at least I think, I went to work , took care of my kids and stayed home. That’s been my life. I lived paycheck to paycheck and some months went without a few things here and there, with only one income bills can become overwhelming. This year alone has been far the hardest and I’m trying really hard not to give up on life. I lost my uncle (father figure) all my life in March , which comes a loss sometimes comes a gain and i finally after all my hard work and saving I was able to get me and my kids a reliable car with AC! In Arizona that’s a must. August I lose my job of 3 years, I get denied for every public assistance my state can offer, due to my last paycheck Just about a month ago my my dad ended up in ER due to internal bleeding, all while trying to find a job, find a way to feed my kids and pay my bills, end of September I finally get a new job!! However my first day of work me and my kids are involved in a car accident and total my brand new car of 6 months. My heart is broken, I’m so sad, so angry, wondering what am I going to do now! Crying constantly in and out the day all while trying to learn and new job and concentration and keep a smile on my face. My mental is back at square one and really hate the feeling of wanting to give up. My kids don’t deserve this and I’m trying my best to at least keep the bills paid and some food in our home just until I can’t get some steady income. I feel like I’m literally starting all over again but mentally exhausted. I’m just tired of being in survival mode. I just want to be mom and enjoy any moments with my kids without having to worry about everything else in the background. So if you can please say a prayer for me and my children if your unable to donate. Anything helps! Including prayer. I would appreciate all the help I could get right now. Especially with the holidays coming around the corner. Thank you so much. May god bless you!